
This is by far the hardest thing I think I have had to do in a long time. God I just need your strength, your wisdom, and your love. She has done wrong and her wrong needs to be set right. Grant me the strength to make it through this cause alone I can't. I'm broken down and beaten and hurt by the choices she has made. I'm hurt by the thought of loosing an friend. Its hard to believe the things she says anymore, I want to believe her I want to trust that she made somewhat of the right decision but I just can't. She keeps saying I want to change, I want to be different. But time after time after time she goes back to her old ways. Rules are made for a reason no matter how stupid they are. She claims she acts out of Love. Is it Love or is it Lust? Is it a decision of the Heart, or a weakness of the Flesh? God I need your strength to make it through this I need your wisdom and you knowledge. With trembling hands I come before you and just pray that you would do the right thing in her life. Convict her. Punish her. Show her the wrong of her ways. God you are a God of Judgment and also a God of Forgiveness. Show her what she has done and teach her the lesson she needs to learn.
Amen
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